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  • Current Residence: michigan usa
  • Interests: stuffs.
  • Favourite band or musician: too many to count.
  • Favourite genre of music: rock, techno, alt.

i know ill be ok though my skys are turning grey.

Fri Nov 6, 2009, 5:44 PM
  • Mood: Remorse
hey.


yeah, im not dead.



shit happens; i know i dont have it bad but im sick of the shit going on in my life right now. i just dont know what to do.



ive loved this guy for quite some time now, and he was my first kiss. and just tonight he decided that "he's not r e a d y for a relationship" when he asked me out a few days ago. Then he desides to send me a bunch of restricted calls telling me how big of a slut i am and how my life is pointless, and then he desides to play dumb when i tell him to knock it off. im just breaking down right now and i dont know where else to turn to.




i know i havent been the best friend ever, and ive been really iffy with this site and staying on and everything. i cant promise anything, but i miss you guys. i remember way back when i talked to you guys all the time. i was so happy because my life was screwed up back then too, but i dont know. i was busy. my tablet broke. i lost my ability to draw. i was messed up with this thing called love. but now i think its time for me to come back, i need to draw. i just relised how much it helped me with my feelings, just to let them out. without this site and drawing and everything, ive just been bottling up emotions and stuff and its not good.


like i said before, my tablet broke, so its gonna be hand-drawings from now on. i dont even care; im not here for popularity. i dont care if my art sucks, im here to express myself and make amazing friends.


i love you guys, dont forget that. ill be on more hopefully <3 you guys need to fill me in on stuff thats gone on...

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~carrehz Nov 7, 2009, 2:25:06 PM
It's okay :D.

Darn D; I wonder where my old hard drive went? I think it's in there.. thanks anyway, though <3.

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"Anyone who finds dirty meaning in this word probably has a dirty mind to begin with." - Superintendent Skinner, Recess
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~Sakastar Nov 7, 2009, 2:22:50 PM
ohhhhhh. ima stupid person today, ignore mee x)
and i probobly dont ): i deleted alotta stuffs from my computer; sorry D':
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~carrehz Nov 7, 2009, 2:17:19 PM
That's the picture of Natty D; Do you have the picture of Saclert you did.. many years ago? ^^;

I'm awesome at failing epically like this.

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"Anyone who finds dirty meaning in this word probably has a dirty mind to begin with." - Superintendent Skinner, Recess
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~carrehz Nov 7, 2009, 8:51:28 AM
Thanks~!

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We're gonna live forever
Don't let this be whatever
I'm gonna make you believe in something, cause
We're gonna live forever, if you never say never
We're gonna make it alright~
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~Sakastar Nov 7, 2009, 8:35:42 AM
i will go looking for it >:O!
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~carrehz Nov 7, 2009, 8:19:11 AM
Err.. ^^; Sorry, but I still don't see it? -could have missed it lol-

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We're gonna live forever
Don't let this be whatever
I'm gonna make you believe in something, cause
We're gonna live forever, if you never say never
We're gonna make it alright~
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~Sakastar Nov 7, 2009, 8:02:49 AM
lol just look through my galery, its in there somewheree, i put back all my old pictures so youll find it |D lmao
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~carrehz Nov 7, 2009, 7:50:52 AM
I can't see it :O All that's come up in my inbox is your new ID (which is awesome, btw! :D)

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We're gonna live forever
Don't let this be whatever
I'm gonna make you believe in something, cause
We're gonna live forever, if you never say never
We're gonna make it alright~
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~Sakastar Nov 7, 2009, 6:48:45 AM
okk i uploaded it again :)
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